I want to be more DGAF about everything, but if I do that, then shit’s going to happen. I’m going to feel so fucking stupid for just sitting there and letting myself get fucked over.
But at the same time, caring so much about this kind of bullshit is really disrupting my life. I can’t focus on what’s important and I am constantly angry, upset, depressed, and sad.
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.
(by avenuemaria)
STORY OF MY LIFE. I NEED TO REALLY START READING/STUDYING FOR FINALS. I AM SO FUCKED :(
I’M SO EXCITED FOR DISNEYLAND/CA ADVENTURE!!!
While browsing Facebook Marketplace, I stumbled across a listing for 1-day park hopper tickets for only $50!!!! I’m so stoked for this trip because:
MY MOTIVATION TO HELP ME GET THROUGH FINALS.
This is the start of the week from hell. After a week of doing nothing and reveling in the idea that being oblivious to finals week would make things better, the panic of finals has finally set in.
WHY DIDN’T IT SET IN SOONER?!?!?!
There are 8 days standing in between me and my freedom. It’s a small number, which is great but also scary— I need to really get on top of my shit. I only have 8 days left.
mickeyandminnie:prettyfoods:aseriesofserendipities:partyhare
SO CUTE! They even give you a pin/boy scout patch!! BUT… I’m not sure if I want to eat that blue ice-cream, haha.
Nights in that are spent alone make me think a lot more than I want to. It made me realize a few things that I hadn’t noticed recently. I’m not sure if it’s a good thing or a bad thing but I can’t pretend like I never noticed it. Tonight made me feel really nostalgic. I miss a lot of things. It’s late and I’m probably going to go to bed feeling a little sad.